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I'm very excited to get my application for Sacramento state in. I've all ready looked up some very nice apartments for rent nearby that Alyce and I can look at this summer. :D Next to look up job opportunities. That's after I get accepted. I'm also applying to OSU and San Diego state. Woohoo. Sac state is so pretty and offers and amazing Physical Therapy program.

 

Option two is Angie wants me to live with her if I go to OSU.

I want to live with Jennifer but I don't know about my roommate.  I like her a whole lot and don't want her to be pissed. XD I'll have to talk it over. Thankfully I am going to Kent this semester though it feels like a waste for I know I will have transferring issues. Oh well.
 

YAY for Spring Break in San Diego if I can afford it.

 

Getting a job next week. Gonna save up for rent and credit card and stuff.


PS: This is amazing.

So, I have not posted in a long time. I've been really busy. I suppose I'll just sum up '08 and get into my plans for '09.

I got an A+ on my Japanese midterm, most of my homeworks and tests, and an A on the final which leaves me with an A in the class. I passed Bio with a C+, Psych was passed thank God, math was passed with an A {and lol my teacher kept going "you really like math don't you? It's coming easy to you, isn't it? I can't help everyone in my class was retarded and only 7 of us made it to math 3}, and I passed all my other shit too. My GPA is a 2.7 now. I'm now going to be minoring in Japanese. All in all Christmas was great. I love the new apartment quite a lot and little Mr. Bojangles is as cute as ever. I got a ton of shit for Christmas even though I told mom I didn't want anything. She got me a wii. I love Brawl and Okami as well as Super Paper Mario. I really really love Spore. I'm taking my memory foam back to college. Yay.

I'm praying Alyce can come back in Spring. Chances are good. She and I are going to be living together in the summer. We are both joining ROTC. I'm getting a job across the street this semester too and I am going into nursing. 'o9 looks good. I'll be trying to avoid Annette but Andrew has been acting fucking weird. He's been acting more... I  dunno. He's the one who keeps contacting me now. It's like the more I ignore him the more attention he pays to me. Now he's starting with the whole "I feel guilty... among other things" thing for how he treated me so I think he might actually be trying to be a better person. *shrug*  In '09 I plan on spending a lot more time with Jennifer and Alyce for they are the only two people I really care about at Kent. I love them lots lol. I will be pretty busy though.

I will be in class on Monday from 9 am - 3pm and then again from 7pm-10pm. I need to go to bet at 11 pm every day now to get up for class. During the rest of the week I will only be in class from 9 am - 3 pm but I also have to work and I will be starting to work out. The good thing is that after these next 5 weeks I will be done with fundamentals and will be jumping into statistics. I will be done with math by the spring of next year instead of my senior year. I'm saving up for Christmas gifts for my friends and for my new computer. I'm getting alienware. I love it muchly. It has 5mb of storage. The site says it can hold 150 games or 250,000 songs. Some shit like that.

All in all I am happy and looking forward to '09.  Getting hardcore fit will be a challenge but it is one I am ready to face and excited about. Both Andrew and Alyce will be helping me stay in top shape and I know I will be able to get through it. College has changed me a lot though I like to think I've always been a strong person. Tiny things that used to bother me really don't anymore. I could give two shits about anyone at Fairview. I don't think about them at all anymore. I don't care what anyone thinks about me or says about me because I am happy and I have people who really matter to me now. I have a future and a plan and I am happy because I know and understand what is important to me. Relationships and popularity and "getting even" on the internet are all things that I really don't care about anymore. I really have not had the time to even look at my live journal. School has me busy as well as my new social life. Though another thing in '09 is I'm not going to allow myself to stay out as late as I did last semester. I need to focus now. I really don't like Annette and her childishness but I do plan to buy her some new headphones this semester because bojangles chewed her last pair and it is my responsibility to be an adult and replace them. After that I think we're done... if she's going to continue being a baby.

On a side note I have been watching a lot of movies lately. I really loved Ten things I hate about you. It was touching. Another Gay Movie was also really funny. Jarod and Griff are the cutest couple ever. Griff is so adorable.

Oh man...where is my head at. I'm completely losing it. In the beginning everything was fine. I was completely focused on classes and on succeeding. Even when I got a few friends my mind was not fogged. Now my attention always turns to THIS. THIS is all that is on my mind. Always. It's starting to drive me slowly insane. All I know is how I feel now. I feel numb, this sensation is overpowering. I can't tell you how I'll feel in the future or even tomorrow. Everyday the feeling just grows and grows and I start feeling more and more confused. What the hell am I doing? 

I guess this is  becoming my dream diary.

Well Yesterday I went to bed at 2 pmish and took a small nap. I had a weird ass dream, man. In the first part I was running around with Alyce. I don't remember that well anymore. I went into my room and took my conditioner goop and put it in my mouth then all over my arms and then I realized that it was for your hair and I could not understand why I put it in my mouth. It was like glue and my mouth was getting all dry and I was trying not to swallow it. I ran outside to spit it out with water and when I got out there I saw I was in a hall with a bunch of mental ill patient rooms and people with scrubs and a linen closet.,

Last night I had a weird dream too. It was kinda good though. Sadly I don't remember anything except Jennifer was in it. > :

On a random side note: Erik texted me again only this time he wasn't bragging. He was acting like we were best friends forever lols. Then he was like "why aren't you replying? You're my best friend!" Then he called me. I ignored him. He texted me saying "What's wrong? You know if you need anything I'm here for you" or some bullshit like that. Rather annoying. I'm not going to respond though. There's no point. I'm doing great without him and by now I know his bullshit.